Friday, 30 September 2016

Your invisible umberella

This subject is really close to my heart, and is something I've thought about a lot recently, struggled a lot with recently and will continue to think about in a long time probably.
I've always seen myself as a strong woman that not get affected by all the bad stuff that is said to me, said about me or i feel there is being thought about me. I've always seen it as I've worn a umbrella that kept all the rain away from me.

But recently I've lost my umbrella and the rain have poured down over me, so much that I almost lost my footing and got caught by the flood and drown in the thought that poured down on me like it was raining cats and dogs.
I did not thrive without my umbrella - to be honest I felt really fucking terrible and bad about myself because I listened to all of these thoughts. Especially in school it have been bad, just as I started to like that place, which have got me back to square one again. I let all of these negative thoughts and words into my head and started believing I was alone in this whole wide world, when really I'm not.

I've started to build up my umbrella again and I'm beginning to find my footing and not lose my grib in happiness again, I will not let the negative get me. To start of I try to think in the best and most positive way as possible. I've finally admitted to myself, that I can't be everyone's cup of tea, and I'm okay with that. I don't fit in with them anyway, because I'm me, and I should not change myself to fit in somewhere, and I should not let their negative affect on me, get through my umbrella. And neither should you.

Remember that you are you, and you are perfect the way you are. You should not let all the negativity get to you. And most important of all: You should always wear your invisible umrealla.

Until next time,
x Sofie

What I wore:

Skirt from Asos
Tights from H&M

Boots from H&M
Coat from Only One

Scarf from Pieces


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